tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20800722709718665392024-03-04T20:42:30.349-08:00i'm just a womannaz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.comBlogger22125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-88058656770068101502010-02-12T01:01:00.000-08:002010-02-12T01:17:34.040-08:00singing all day.if ade org tanye saye buat ape kt office ari ni. saye nk jawab ape.mati lah kalo bos tahu sepatah coding saye x buat. oh oh oh cik iqa yg xde mood as the holiday is coming on ! happy mummy.cant wait.kan best kalo office pon ade mid semester break.yummies ! ok lah tuh dpt cuti 4 hari and off for classess for a week ! yummies and double hooray. nk nyanyi kuat2 tp x boleh huwaaa. nk karok.kepade rakan2 karok nnt saye nk nyanyi lagu fifteen n you belong with me.oh i loike.suke suke suke sambil mnghayati lyrics.berangan dan mengimbas kemballi semunye. =p<br /><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">It's the morning of your very first day</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">Try and stay out of everybody's way</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here</span></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">For the next four years in this town</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">"You know, I haven't seen you around before"</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you</span></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">You're gonna believe them</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">Well, count to ten, take it in</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">This is life before you know who you're gonna be</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">Fifteen</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail</span></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">And soon enough you're best friends</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">We'll be outta here as soon as we can</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car</span></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">And you're feeling like flying</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">When the night ends</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you</span></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">You're gonna believe them</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">When you're fifteen and your first kiss</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">Makes your head spin 'round</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">But in your life you'll do things greater than</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">Dating the boy on the football team</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">But I didn't know it at fifteen</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">When all you wanted was to be wanted</span></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now<br />Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">But I realized some bigger dreams of mine</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">Who changed his mind and we both cried</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you</span></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">You're gonna believe them</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">I've found time can heal most anything</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">And you just might find who you're supposed to be</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen<br /></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">Your very first day</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">Take a deep breath girl</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors</span></em><br /><p><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span> </p><p>..and if only i could turn back time..!</p>naz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-70968647706722437112009-11-12T20:27:00.000-08:002009-11-12T21:38:51.363-08:00and its more than ur lover !<div><br /><br /></div><div>Fuh ! penatnye tersekse slame 2 ari. n of crse wanna let u all know wat happend 4 d past 2 days.</div><div><br /></div><div>memang lah i asik kan teringat d hot story, 1 of the staff in my department infected by H1N1.oh tuhan! so so so scary. tp cm xla communicate sgt ngn die so sedikit lege di ctu memikirkan possibility utk berjangkit kurang sket. n offce was closed 4 d next day.</div><div><br /></div><div>Next morning mcm beselah kne dtg ofis as im paid to be bored =p. few hours of working, tbe2 gatal2 di sini n sane. balik umah mnjadi bertambah dasyat, kesan die just like bitten by mosquito all over d body.letak lah calamine lotion in hopes kalo bleh baek.mlm mmg x bleh nk tdo. tp esk pagi ok sket lah. few hours keje, gatal2 balik.im just like a monkey, scratching here n there.this time was extremely itchy.sumpah.apekah ini.</div><div><br /></div><div>btw,im d person that would very rarely requested for a doctor or clinic. but this time, mmg x saba nk jumpe doctor.<br /></div><div>balik je terus pegi klinik. n doctor said i was infected by URTICARIA! apekah itu?</div><div>x cukup dgn kucing nadi yg berparasit kt umah aku, urticaria jd parasit kt kulit aku plak.adeys.</div><div>hah ni lah Urticaria. tp mine was not too red as this, cse i sedikit brown (<span style="font-size:78%;">sawo matang kate</span>) haha</div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5403449525839822002" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 260px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 223px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgu7BGWlCCAe2g8sN7QExloJO-BB2hBl7N73prujalx8ws2qQCJgGelQs8vbkdX9wy-7IGZQWeB_Kq12IG2OyBN_P2I1cw3VdJQGmCSdeJEGieMucrGEcrUlPNIvfwwLwKx-SqWG2PdGSw3/s320/urticariaHives_39865_lg.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><div>according to doctor, mcm2 sbb would make u r infected by urticaria hives. tp die kate mine bcse of tahap keimunisasi n system body saye drop, sbb tu lah jd cmni. dpt lah injection sebjik after 10 years x ken inject. dooctor kate kt bontot (sorii, x tahu bahase yg lebih sopan ape) sbb kat tmpt laen, sakit. i kate xpe doctor, i can stand with that, i just cant stand with the itchy only.tp mmg padan muke, sakit kne inject kt lengan * sigh*</div><br /><div>erm bile d google, ni antara causes urticaria :</div><br /><div>-Medications - including NSAIDs, such as aspirin and <a title="What Are Antibiotics? How Do Antibiotics Work?" href="http://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/10278.php">antibiotics</a>.<br />-Foods - several different types of foods have been known to trigger urticaria. The most common ones are nuts, chocolate, some citrus fruits, shellfish, food additives, eggs, and wheat products. (<span style="font-size:85%;color:#33ff33;"><em>pls dont make food as the cause of my infections</em></span>)<br />-Infections - including <a title="What is Flu? What is Influenza? What are the Symptoms of Flu?" href="http://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/15107.php">influenza</a>, the common cold, <a title="What Is Glandular Fever? What Causes Glandular Fever? What Is Infectious Mononucleosis?" href="http://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/167390.php">glandular fever</a> and <a title="What Is Hepatitis? Symptoms, Causes and Treatments" href="http://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/145869.php">hepatitis</a> B. (<span style="font-size:85%;color:#33ff33;"><em>ni yg sgt menakutkan i, cse kt ofis ade org H1N1, influenza lah tu kan.ontah!)<br /></em></span>-Extremes of temperature.<br />-Some pets. (<span style="font-size:85%;color:#33ff33;">mungkin jugak nih, sbb ade parasit kt umah.haha.nadia is to be blamed of crse =p</span>)</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>tp seems like not too seriuos disease, but once infected, urticaria is <span style="color:#ff0000;">more than ur lover</span>! x leh nk pisah kan lgsg, sentiase merase gatal dan tergaru2. and ive recorded, the longest time without scratching was just 2 mins and half. x tipu. tu lah crite pasal urticaria. btw, utk pencegahan sementare, if u seem like to be infected, pls <span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">dont scratch</span>! bile scratch , akan jadi merebak ngn lebih teruk sampai bleh wat2 corak2 tulis name pon boleh tau!</div><div> </div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5403455769784258930" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 165px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 170px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhM204AJDPP8EwH77IVyuAB0bbwWmrHgKyM3QFAEDGFlPk-YPvn8Ii10yZ150QfXoNXsz4uDJpkNySMcODxqUjA-DZUEILmUfNpX65vC0HeMvLsiP1Dr6kSZbDD8k6uKRxRSIwohiD76pxI/s320/Urticariadermotographism.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div></div>but today, the moment im writing this, im free, without urticaria, just have to take medicine if u want to avoid episode 2 of urticaria! btw, tu lah, org kate kalo kite dijangkiti sesuatu, tande nye Tuhan masih menyayangi kite. bile dah jadi ape2 baru ingt Allah. mybe slame ni i yg sungguh terleka, jd bile ade kesukaran, baru lah kelam kabut mntk tolong tuhan.kalo x, semayang pon secare terpantas.ish ish ish.anyway, Thank you Allah utk ingt kan saye supaye sentiase meminta2 kepada Mu dalam susah mahupon senang!<br /><br />quotes for today : “<span style="color:#3366ff;">It is health that is real wealth and not pieces of gold and silver</span>.”<br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div></div>naz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-7710432291429591972009-11-09T19:15:00.001-08:002009-11-09T19:27:43.145-08:00saye mahu die ! hahahaerm...best nye.jap lagi dah leh kua ofis kol 2.pas lunch dah bleh balik.mintak2 konfem lah bleh balik awal, sbb department saye ade org kne h1n1.best sbb dpt balik awal. tp jgn berjangkit sudah.fuyooo..tatottt.so dah xde mood nk wat ape2. update blog aje lah.<br /><br />erm...betape bersyukur nye jadi pompuan.mcm2 yg best bile jadi pompuan. tp bile part nk ngorat, x best la plak kalo jd pompuan.saye suke die! tp xleh wat pape.huwaaa..jd laki best lah, bile nk sape2 je, mntak je no phone.ayat2 sket, konfrem dpt punye =p. tp apekan daye, im just a woman. nothing much i can do.melihat dr jauh aje lah.atau pon menjadi stalker terhebat.ari2 stalk die. nk start ber wall2 kt fb ke anta msg ke,jgn harap lah.malu * blushing*.hahaha.<br /><br />tp..tu lah hakikat nye , suke tp hanye mampu melihat.knape ntah ske? byk sbenarnye factor2 internal n external sy suke die.hahahha.best jugak tuh kalo dpt jd bf.org nye beese saje.x hensem.kaye pon x.bese aje.tp byk attitude die yg sy suke.hak hak hak.tp kan...knal bese2 aje. x brape rapat.lg lah tipis harapan!hahaha.mcm mane nih???penat lah jd stalker ari2.huwaaa..!!naz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-51301963440909893402009-11-05T18:08:00.000-08:002009-11-05T18:38:59.662-08:00is it the time??thinking mode. sometimes i do feel so empty.something missing in my heart maybe.all i think is about work, friends and family. im bored! only for now, i feel like i need somebody to be loved and to love me.=( but the fact == i dont have time for that. for now, oklah, project sume x start lagi, then keje pon xla menimbun-nimbun. later, dah tau dah,mesti kene berkampung kt ofis. =(.<br />mesti x balik2.n if only akan ade relationship bertahan dgn kewujudan partner yg sgt bz.n my mum also kate x pyh la ade sesape dulu skang.hukhuk.apekan daye !<br /><br />mak saye kate , now its time for u to achieve everything, ur gold ur life and evrything lah.sbb still mude lagi. (im just 22 okies--the only thing would make me smile =))mmg btol pon sbenarnye.saye pon byk sgt impian lagi.konon2 nk further study lg.it may take 2 years.lagi lah x cukup mase.keje smpai malam.weekends plak ade class.oh! mmg xde mase.kesian.<br /><br />but then, until when ive got to bz only with my own life.im just a woman.of crse i need some1 and mestilah i want kids! hahaha.i have my own plans.xmolah kawen umur 38!haish haish.nauzubillah.tp setelah dicongak2, i need atleast 2 years to make everything fine!i mean my own life = stable, family pon stable, n time pon ade for any other things.tp stelah 2 years , ill be 24. omg!ade lg ke org nak?sempat lagui nk ngorat ye?hahaha.mcm mane?is it the time for me to have some1?<br /><br />tp jodoh ajal pertemuan sume di tgn tuhan.kalo mmg takdirnye saye single skang,redha aje lah.lets hope 4 the best.org kate kalo bersabar, pulangan nye lebih berbaloi.btol ke?so?mesti kne tgu dulu ye?n illl get org yg terbaek n sesuai utk saye.eh.yeke?saye fobia pon ade jugak kot.everytime rase nk ade feeling kt sape2 je,tbe2 ade 1 prasaan laen kate x pyh lah!n all the feelings fade away.tp tulah.jiwe ku kekosongan ahax.ape yg penting saye x mahu kekosongan hanye diisi, saye mahu pengisian yg baek utk kekosongan ini.aminnnn..skali lagi, is it the time for me to have somebody, or just leave it?-thinking mode -end~naz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-61328962346940158772009-11-02T20:15:00.000-08:002009-11-02T20:37:45.849-08:00mengenali diri sendiri??Orang kate bile mate xbleh nk tdo, sile lah kire kambing.btol ke?mcm karut aje. tp bile kt office, mmg ngntuk,lagi2 bile xde keje (orientation week la katekan) haha! xyah kire kambing pon xpe.kire tahi lalat.haha.tp kan org kate , every single tahi lalat ade meaning tersendiri.btol ke? nk cek lah!<br /><br /><br /><br />Bahagian Badan & FirasatBibir atas kanan<br />Banyak rezeki, pandai<br />Bibir atas kiri<br />Ramai kawan, baik hati<br />Bibir bawah kanan<br />Disegani orang, ramai yg suka<br />Bibir bawah kiri<br />Pandai bicara, tak mudah kalah<br />Leher kanan<br />Cerdas, jujur, berani menderita<br />Leher kiri<br />Cerdas dlm segala hal dan banyak pengetahuan<br />Leher di tengah<br />Tercapai cita-cita<br />Biji mata kanan<br />Suka serong dan pembohong<br />Biji mata kiri<br />Pembohong tetapi baik hati<br />Hujung mata kananBaik hati, sopan santun, cerdas<br />Hujung mata kiri<br />Baik budi, murah rezeki<br />Punggung kanan<br />Agak mengalami kesulitan<br />Punggung kiri<br />Malas dan suka duduk<br />Betis kananSuka berhibur, boros<br />Betis kiri<br />Rajin,tidak suka menganggur<br />Lutut kanan<br />Bersikap tidak peduli dan tak mahu berusaha<br />Lutut kiri<br />Kurang kuat berusaha<br />Kepala sebelah kanan<br />Terkabul cita-cita<br />Kepala sebelah kiri<br />Sering menemui kesusahan<br />Kepala sebelah belakang<br />Jujur, sabar dan tekun<br />Kening kanan<br />Cerdas dan cekap<br />Kening kiri<br />Cerdas, sopan santun<br />Tengah kening<br />Keras hati, berani segala hal<br />Hujung mulut kanan<br />Kecil rezeki, tak mudah kalah<br />Hujung mulut kiri<br />Suka berpoya-poya<br />Ketiak kanan<br />Dapat menyimpan rahsia<br />Ketiak kiri<br />Jujur, banyak yang cinta<br />Pergelangan kaki kanan<br />Suka berpergian (keluar rumah)<br />Pergelangan kaki kiri<br />Kehendak kuat<br />Batang hidung<br />Banyak dicintai orang dan dapat menjadi kaya<br />Pada hidung<br />Banyak rezeki<br />Dagu bawah kanan<br />Jujur dan baik hati<br />Dagu bawah kiri<br />Bijak sana dan berbudi luhur<br />Kemaluan kanan atau kiri<br />Baik, suka senggama<br />Di kepala kemaluan (lelaki)Bakal beristeri 2<br />Tumit kananJujur dan banyak kawan<br />Tumit kiri<br />Baik budi<br />Alis kanan<br />Suka menolong, baik hati<br />Alis kiriRamai yang suka<br />Pangkal peha kananKemahuan kuat<br />Pangkal peha kiriSuka kerja apa pun<br />Telapak kaki kanan<br />Tak mudah mengeluh<br />Jari kaki kanan<br />Suka menolong<br />Jari kaki kiri<br />Berbudi, suka berbuat baik<br />Bahu kanan<br />Cermat dlm membuat keputusan, banyak tanggungan<br />Bahu kiri<br />Suka kerja keras, banyak tanggungjawab<br />Buah dada kanan<br />Baik hati, pendiam,simpan rahsia<br />Buah dada kiri<br />Ramai kawan, setia pada pasangan<br />Lengan kanan<br />Setia dan taat pada atasan<br />Lengan kiri<br />Menepati janji dan rajin<br />Pipi kananRamai teman<br />Tengah-tengah pipi kanan<br />Ramai yg suka<br />Tengah-tengah pipi kiri<br />Ramai teman<br />Ubun-ubun<br />Kurang jujur<br />PusatCerdas, tangkas, tekun<br />Pusat bahagian kanan<br />Sejahtera dalam hidup<br />Pusat bahagian kiri<br />Beroleh kemliaan<br />Pinggang kanan<br />Sayang pada pasangan hidup<br />Pinggang kiri<br />Disayang pasangan hidup<br />Dada kanan<br />Dapat mengatasi masalah<br />Dada kiri<br />Berani, jujur dan sabar<br />Telapak kaki kanan<br />Tidak mudah mengeluh<br />Telapak kaki kiri<br />Baik budi pekertinya<br />Siku tangan kanan<br />Kuat ingin memiliki kekayaan<br />Siku tangan kiriBaik hati, suka menolong<br />Jari tangan kanan<br />Serba beroleh keuntungan<br />Jari tangan kiri<br />Serba baik bekerja<br />Jari telapak tangan kanan<br />Banyak rezeki tapi boros<br />Jari telapak tangan kiri<br />Banyak rezeki dan cermat<br />Perut bawah kanan<br />Banyak rezeki, suka memberi maaf<br />Perut bawah kiriBaik hati, tenang hidupnya<br />Sudut mata kanan dalam<br />Disayang suami atau isteri<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">Warning!</span><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">Jgn tambahkan sendiri mane2 tahi lalat yg korang nak sbb nk prsonaliti tu ade dlm diri korg, n buang mane2 tahi lalat yg korg xnak utk buang personaliti yg korg xnk.definitely it doesnt work!hahahaha. ape yg penting sntiase berusehe utk ubah diri kepada yg lebih baek.ahax.org yg ckp ni pon x berubah2.hahahah.ha..cek jgn x cek..!</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span></em>naz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-35602148991699103832009-11-01T18:19:00.000-08:002009-11-01T18:49:19.364-08:00i hate making decision!kadang- kadang rase mcm x perlu plak pilihan dalam hidup.tp bile xde pon susah jugak, sbb tepkse amik ape yg ade je kt depan mate aje.<br /><br />but, when it comes to my situation now,omg, susahnye nk buat pilihan. btw, saye baru masuk kerje baru abt 1 week.today is just my 6th day kot.n what happen is company lame (i worked there 4 abt 4 mnths kot), dorg offer the same salary ngn company baru nih.keje pon kt sane mmg lg senang n relax lah! owh.susahnye.<br /><br />byk pros and cons yg perlu di pk2 kan.<br />kalo keje company lame :<br />1) keje senang sket<br />2)environment ok dan relax sket<br />3) saye sbenarnye nk smbung study, tp xtau lg application saye lepas ke x.kalo lepas ade baeknye saye keje kt company lame sbb ade lah mase sket utk study. tp big problem is saye x tahu sy dpt smbg ke x stdy.huwaaaa.result kua lmbt lg kottt<br />4) keje kt cni kalo nk kate utk pengalamn ok jugak sbenarnye, tp akan hilang lah sume coding2 yg blaja mcm nk mati dulu, sbb kt cni saye x wat coding pon.implement aje.<br />5) company lame dkt sket ngn umah.xde traffic jam. xde tol.parking free. *saye suka!*<br /><br /><br />kalo keje kt company baru :<br />1) skill n experience mmg bleh ditambah kan. kalo sy rajin mmg bleh berjaye lah kot dlm 'mendeveloping' system.keje mmg astghfirullah la byk.but initially sy relax lg lah(siap bleh update blog kot).hahahaha.<br />tp utk kembangkan skill n experience especially in coding, cni mmg tempat yg bgs utk saye.org kate mmg a good start lah. tp sbenarnye cite2 saye bkn nk jd developer.cite2 saye hanye bleh tercapai kalo saye dpt smbg study aje.masalhnye kalo x dpt smbg stdy, abeslah.saye kne tukar cite2 lah.<br />2) stable company kot saye rase.<br />3) company ni jauh sket ngn umah add on traffic jam lagi. adeys.bayar tol ngn parking juge * sigh*<br /><br />so mcm mane ye?? susah kan.. plssss..tp mmg nk sgt smbg stdy..!!!! tp mcm x lepas sbb result dulu pon x sberape n its not that easy pon nk dpt. =(<br />tp kalo sy teruskan perjuangan di company baru neh(ahax) bleh ke saye berjaye ye????minat ke nk jd developer.tp teringin nk tau n nk blaja ape yg dorg sdg buattt.tringin jugak nk terror in programming. tamaknye saye =p.<br />oh susah nye nk pk sume nye.<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i hate making decision !</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="color:#000000;">quote for today</span> " <em><span style="color:#66ffff;">The biggest room in the world is the room for improvement</span></em>" =)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span>naz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-72255331338528327522009-10-26T20:48:00.000-07:002009-10-26T21:14:37.661-07:00Quotes to share with !Since got nothing to do here, instead if reading Hybrid Client System documentation (xtahu pon pekebende nye neh), so i read some short quotes. nice new hobby i think!hahahah<br /><br />"<em><span style="color:#ff6666;">Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow."</span></em><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">short tp sgt btol kannnn???so ape pon mesti learn from mistakes first. tp part hidup utk ari nih tuh mcm ade salah sket aje when it comes to money part.dapat gaji ari ni , abeskan d same day, n hopefully esk ade gaji laen.hahaha.jgn harap ok!jejeje. btw, d good side of this, kalo dah kate ari nih sedeh, esk harap2 tidak lagi kannn..! today should be better than yesterday okies! this is how s life should be!</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;"></span><br />"<span style="color:#ff6666;">In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life. It goes on."</span><br /><a title="Robert Frost Quotes" href="http://en.proverbia.net/citasautor.asp?autor=12664"><span style="font-size:78%;">Robert Frost</span></a><span style="font-size:78%;"> (1875-1963) American Poet.</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">yes! whatever it is life goes on and should be going on! jgn sebab something yg bodoh, n sume langkah terhenti.hargai hidup kite yg hanye skali neh. lagi2 kalo putus cinte.ish ihs ish. pepatah i cant llive without u mmg mematahkan semngt orang2 orangan yg putus cinte.ape lah! jgn begitu.buke mate telinge sume nye,lihat dunie and macam2 yg bleh dikejar lg kt cni, and u should remember life is still going on.n anda menjadi semakin tue!oh takutnye,kejarlah ape pon yg patut!hahaha</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">"Without His love I can do nothing, with His love there is nothing I cannot do. "</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">saye pon sedkit x sure nih utk ape. tp rasenye kalo kite as muslims, mmg patut kite rase mcm nih. Tanpe cinta Allah, kite xleh wat apepon, tp dgn adenye cinte nye, apepon bleh terjadi. Usehe doa dan Tawakal kan!utk dicintai oleh nye, CINTAI lah DIA dulu.org yg ckp ni pn msh kejahilan lagi. smoge diberikan petunjuk dan hidayah sentiase ...amin..:)</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#000000;">eh.sudah2 la merepek kejap.jap lg nk lunch dah! yeeehaaaa..nk p lunch ngn jelsari ni.kne blnje die.tp sori lah sayang, blnje murah2 aje.sbb xdpt gaji lg.hahaha. n sbenarnye nak g kua cari bunge utk nad sayang yg nk convo ptg nih.</span><span style="color:#ff0000;"> Happy concocation Day osmate ku Syang</span>naz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-71145685750035019422009-10-26T17:31:00.000-07:002009-10-26T17:38:43.757-07:00back to "im just a woman"omg! betape lah boring nye dok di ofis bile anda xde kerje.n ape yg lebeh boring, bile terpakse wat2 bz sbb every1 is so bz.so xkan lah ko tbe2 nk browsing 24 hours.omg!cant wait for 530.so i guess the best way to pretend to be bz is just updating ur blog.hahahaha.<br />btw, this is my 2nd job.just resigned last friday.so just trying my luck here n see how s it going.so far people surroundings ok!but then they look damn serious n hardworking.every1 is pushing into limits n saye seperti org yg plg bengap di sini.oh bersabarlah wahai hati.<br /><br />when u look at ur surroundings, memeang seram sbenarnye keje ngn environment mcm ni.my previous job mmg byk keje,tp environment x se serius ini lah.adeys.<br /><br />ape kate korang bagi suggestion aku nk wat pe kt ofis supaye x obvious sgt lah saye ni objek x bergune di sini.hahahaha.baru 2nd day kot.huwaaaaaa.<br /><br />menghadapi minggu orientasi di ofis lebeh teruk dari orientasi kt skola !!!!naz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-85855116762239167272009-06-25T06:41:00.000-07:002009-06-25T06:48:02.380-07:00its just a beginning.naz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-61579752151810633162009-06-04T21:00:00.000-07:002009-06-04T21:43:46.898-07:00if only..it was 4th june.n i was just sitting of doing nothing,wondering,thinking about the 4th june. the date looks like so familiar.n today, as usual,facebooking lah.ape lagi.early in d morning, masuk lab aje, facebook is just like reading daily papers.whats d different?paper is just like giving all importants events,whats happening all over the world.boring!facebooking is just like u r reading gossips!hahaha.thats what i do really like.tp ok pe.knowing about people's life,gaining ur experience,maturity.heh.omg. n while im opening my sis' facebook,n now i know.4th june is her wedding's anniversry.now, its her 4th wedding anniversary.n i was soooooooo terharu of what her hubby wrote for their anniversary.n <strong>IF ONLY</strong> i could have someone loving,appreciating me like this, it will be the best thing ever happend in my life! <strong>u must read this</strong> "roars and rants".<br /><br /><br /><br />Posted by dragonajie at <a class="timestamp-link" title="permanent link" href="http://dragonajie.blogspot.com/2009/06/dear-momi-happy-4th-year-wedding.html" rel="bookmark">1:52 PM</a> Wednesday, June 03, 2009<br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5343696790777678450" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 243px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgae5k0NWxq9n3aJ43qhVF3NUpC3D8k63I1pmPu4tKEThlAyto4pcgvltmCKTPZLyqmLi1H-Jb2w-SG9wyf-7Xn9VPv5pGO3Evg5cQNZSUihPsqMFU0Hal1C_EZ0u-ZAZSXtL7MeleksqFH/s320/4thAnni.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8u5S6o4Vw9pVcOcOPeFBNfp1tgAd2L39V62S406ybvWRR-DIARQFN6I9el-WioZ-ekEkmLuqhkWOOj5k-l_heBNzi3XJuAt6kvzTw371oA227ypeAnkPoboE0Upl8m7rMMFIEwdWQDc5Q/s1600-h/4thAnni.jpg"></a><span style="color:#ffff66;">I am never good with spoken words,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">That’s why I’m hiding behind this keyboard,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">Today is our 4th wedding anniversary,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">So I want to thank you for marrying me,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">I know it must be hard to love someone like me,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">I know sometimes I might be a little crazy,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">I’m not soft enough to always be romantic,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">I’m sorry if my words are always sarcastic,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">I am not the smartest, nor am I the wealthiest,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">I’m not the best yet neither am I the worst,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">I caught you first and for that I was lucky,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">I’m the most handsome beast that you'll ever marry,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">Forgive me for forgetting important dates,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">Yet I don’t remember ever being late,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">Forgive me for all my odd infatuations,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">Forgive me for not giving you enough attention,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">I may not have all the money in the world,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">But I always do my best for food on our table,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">I’m sorry we can’t afford all the luxuries,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">Or all those gold and jewelries,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">I’m sorry we can only afford a small old apartment,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">It’s still way better than living in the basement,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">Thank you for being a terrific wife to a terrifying husband,</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">For loving this overgrown child who thinks he’s a dragon,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">Thank you for being kind and being patient,</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">Even when I get angry for seemingly no reason,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">Thank you for blessing me with beautiful children,</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">I hope they will be our ticket to Heaven,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">Thank you for bearing our kids Jake and Alice,</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">If you don’t mind can we have another one, please?</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">Raising little dragons may be a little hard,</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">When they grow up they’ll likely to break our hearts,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">But didn’t we do it the same to our parents?</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">Yet we hardly ever see them complaining,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">So we’ll love our children nevertheless,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">And will always provide them with the very best,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">They can be noisy, cranky, and a little wild,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">But watching them sleep and grow up makes it all worthwhile,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">Thank you for showering me with love and devotion,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">Even if sometimes I don’t understand your emotion,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">Thank you for sticking with me through thick and thin,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">I know sometimes you feel like giving me a kicking,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">I promise you I will try harder,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">To be a good husband and a good father,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">Don’t worry if our life may seem a little low,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">I promise someday I’ll get you a bungalow,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">I have many dreams yet to come true,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">Yet I’ll be happy to live them all with you,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">I pray that we’ll stick together for the next thousand years,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">And hope in the end it will be worth all our tears,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">Finally, happy 4th year wedding anniversary,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">I love you, and thank you for loving me.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff66;">p/s about that particular surprise ‘gift’ I got you… err… do you mind if we skip lunch until next payday? He he he…</span><br /><br />hurmm..how is it?btol kan?if only i can have love like this :(<br />im praying for the best, the best person for me,the brigthter future of mine.<br />people,pray for me ya!naz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-78973718144462531352009-06-02T00:59:00.000-07:002009-06-02T01:00:03.602-07:00perlu kah??naz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-89906010178849513062009-04-06T21:30:00.001-07:002009-04-06T21:51:58.628-07:00join menjawab surveyTagged ni dari wan<br /><br />1.Bekas kekasih saya adalah :<br /><br />seorang yg lupe diri =p<br /><br />2.Saya sedang mendengar:<br /><br />nad(housemate sy) membebel,mencari excuse utk ponteng class.haha<br /><br />3.Mungkin saya patut :<br /><br />berhenti makan<br /><br />4.Saya suka :<br /><br />duit<br /><br />5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :<br /><br />kalo list down,takot de name yg tertinggal ,nnt ade yg kecik hati sbb x dpt title jd kwn baek saye.haha<br /><br />6.Saya tak paham :<br /><br />kenape saye jwb survey ni.haha<br /><br />7.Saya kehilangan :<br /><br />pinggang yg ramping.muahaha.<br /><br />8.Ramai yang berkata :<br /><br />nad dan intan dah gemok.haha<br /><br />9.Makna nama saya :<br /><br />atiqah = yang mulia.kan?haha<br /><br />10.Cinta itu adalah:<br /><br />bute,tuli pekak bisu juge.<br /><br />11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :<br /><br />nak terkencing.<br /><br />12.Saya akan cuba :<br /><br />habiskan jawab survey nih.byk sgt soalan die hoho<br /><br /><br />13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :<br /><br />selalunye menipu je kalo ckp pasal selamanye.cm lah tau ape yg nk jd di mase hadapan.<br /><br />14.Telefon bimbit saya :<br /><br />warne pink berkulat sudah,slalu off2 sendiri pulak tuh<br /><br />15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :<br /><br />Saya rasa nk makan<br /><br />16.Saya paling meluat apabila :<br /><br />kne study<br /><br />17.Pesta/Parti adalah :<br /><br />memeningkan bile kne pilih baju ikut tema<br /><br />18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :<br /><br />kucing yg xde gigi<br /><br />19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :<br /><br />100 tahun.sbb x mati2 lg.haha<br /><br />20.Hari ini :<br /><br />sy x buang air lagi.haha<br /><br />21.Malam ini saya akan :<br /><br />tido lah<br /><br />22.Esok pula saya akan :<br /><br />makan ,tido lagi<br /><br />23.Saya betul2 inginkan :<br /><br />3 lori duit<br /><br />24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :<br /><br />muke yg burn lepas bermandi mande di bukit merah.=(<br /><br />25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :<br /><br />slalu wat purse saye jadi kosong.<br /><br />26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :<br /><br />mahal tp sodap<br /><br />27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap :<br /><br />x kisah pon.bleh je tido<br /><br />28.Makanan segera adalah :<br /><br />menghilangkan kerampingan perempuan seluruh dunie<br /><br />29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?<br /><br />xyah la p class nad...haha<br /><br />30.Siapa yang anda nak Tag?<br /><br />sume dah jawab an srvey nih?xyahla tag sesape.hahanaz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-73071310920029067712009-03-31T04:38:00.000-07:002009-03-31T05:01:11.304-07:00blog kembali bersinar =phi there,<br />dah bape bulan ntah x update blog. n everyone is complaining bout my outdated blog.hahaha<br />well.dahulu blog = tempat meluahkan rase kecewe kot ngn life.but then, it was only half year ago.<br />life totally berubah skang. im feeling better. terase hendak muntah bile bace post2 time2 frust dahulu b***h gile kot aku.huaaa.. nak delete older pos post rase cm x perlu plak. ~history of life~<br />maybe.<br />now, dh xde mase nk pk pasal dulu2. hidup baru yg lebih menarik mungkin.<br />sem pon da nk abih n i should be veryyyyyyy busy now with the fyp assignmentsn mcm2 lg activities.but all i do = facebooking,lepaking, shopping, eating.haha.see, the colours of life huh.hahaha.<br />rase cm nk wat list down jeh task2 penting :<br /> 1) test2 dan assignment<br />2) all aboutFYP - report,demo,prototype *sungguh menjengkelkan*haha<br />3) final exam dpt dikesan sudah subjek berbahaya<br /> ( i do really need tuition class for formal language.wahai clsmates.bantulah =p)<br />4) oracle training<br />5) all about SABAH. hooray!!!<br />6)PERSONAL aka foye2 mode activities : *still in planning* tp kalo xde pape, hooray should be put here too :<br /> 6.1 bukit merah <br /> this saturday-sunday<br /> my big family event -family day<br /> 6.2 sunway lagoon<br /> huwaa.ble ntah.akan dipastikan pergi juge. with beluved buddies. =)<br />eh.sket nye foye2.alaaaaaaa....tgulah.pasti ade yg menarik lagi.wahahaha<br /><br /><br /><br />ntah pape merapu ntah.tergerak pulak nk berblogging instead of berfacebooking.hahaha<br />after melalui sme saat2 getir dlm hidup, sem lepas lah kan ( chewah), percye lah. setiap yg terjadi tu pasti ade hikmah nye.itu pasti ! ape yg perlu hanyelah bersabar n u ll be better in time. =) allah sentiase bagi kite yg terbaek. insyaallah..naz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-69071937602356898032008-10-25T06:38:00.000-07:002008-10-25T07:14:44.170-07:00it has been 8 days<span style="font-size:85%;">wah..it has been 8 days.ive been without u.we have made our decision.4 not 'calling2,messaging2' lagi.its d only way dat we can only do 2 make this relationship really over.n 4 me.i didnt know wats d really gud reason 4 us to break up.but.we have 2.n change ourselves.better dari begado evryday.<br /> im afraid of loosing him actually.huhuh.but d fact is ive lost him,n i just hav hopes now.actually loosing d hopes also d best way 4 me.wah.sungguh keling ayat saye.hahaha.time 2 move on nad kate.jgn mengharap lagi.huhuhu.sedeynye.huhu.wateve!i just hope.allah sentiase bg jln yg terbaik utk saye.amin...<br /><br /><br /><br /></span>naz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-48570920007736007012008-10-22T07:53:00.000-07:002008-10-23T20:31:24.058-07:00the day you went away by m2m<span style=";font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;" ><b>The Day You Went Away"</b><br /><br />Well I wonder could it be<br />When I was dreaming 'bout you baby<br />You were dreaming of me<br />Call me crazy, call me blind<br />To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time<br /><br />Did I lose my love to someone better<br />And does she love you like I do<br />I do, you know I really really do<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Well hey</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">So much I need to say</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Been lonely since the day</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">The day you went away</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">So sad but true</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">For me there's only you</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Been crying since the day</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">The day you went away</span><br /><br />I remember date and time<br />September twenty second<br />Sunday twenty five after nine<br />In the doorway with your case<br />No longer shouting at each other<br />There were tears on our faces<br /><br />And we were letting go of something special<br />Something we'll never have again<br />I know, I guess I really really know<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">How could I carry on</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">The day you went away</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Been crying since the day</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">The day you went away</span><br /><br /><br /></span>naz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-41917357651671908552008-10-21T00:34:00.000-07:002008-10-21T00:37:48.315-07:00about d lyrics i ttryhye there.<br />so meaningful 2 me.d lyrics.in a single song, feelings can be described.<br />yes.im throwing my another half now.but it d feelings was just like.yes.d song may describe.<br />wuuunaz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-76362781155438395572008-10-21T00:29:00.000-07:002008-10-21T00:30:17.845-07:00i try by macy grayGames, changes and fears<br />When will they go from here<br />When will they stop<br />I believe that fate has brought us here<br />And we should be together<br />But wer,e not<br />I play it off but I'm dreamin of you<br />I'll keep it cool but I'm fiendin.<br />I try to say goodbye and I choke<br />I try to walk away and I stumble<br />Though I try to hide it it's clear<br />My world crumbles when you are not near<br />Goodbye and I choke<br />I try to walk away and I stumble<br />Though I try to hide it, it's clear<br />My world crumbles when you are not near<br /><br />I may appear to be free<br />But I'm just a prisoner of your love<br />I may seem alright and smile when you leave<br />But my smiles are just a front<br />I play it off but I'm dreamin of you<br />I'll keep my cool but I'm fiendin<br />I try to say goodbye and I choke<br />I try to walk away and I stumble<br />Though<br /> Here is my confession<br />May I be your possesion<br />Boy I need your touch<br />Your love kisses and such<br />With all my might I try<br />But this I can't deny<br />I play it off but im dreamin of you<br />I'll keep my cool but I'm fiendin<br />I try to say good bye and I choke<br />I try to walk away and I stumble<br />Though I try to hide it it's clear<br />My world crumbles when you are not nearnaz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-87245104941121986892008-10-19T23:20:00.000-07:002008-10-19T23:30:35.691-07:00getting better<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-size:100%;">things are getting better now.ive stop my crying n those stupid things.building a new life~<br />heheh.i hope forgetting him is d best way 4 us.i dont have 2 wait or wateve.<br /><br />he.keep on messaging me.but i just feel dat its better 4 me 4 not taking any feelings on wat he said.huhu.stop thinking bout him.<br /><br />wat do i have now.my family frens.n.assgnments.haha.bye then.<br />doing asgnments mode~<br /></span></span>naz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-16716176860080711562008-10-17T11:51:00.001-07:002008-10-17T12:14:49.983-07:00dreamingdamn shit! i just got back from my 1 hour sleep. just now, it was a very conducive nite to have a quality sleep, little bit hot,but after taking a short n cincai bath, it was ok.230, i just wake up back.a short,hurm i dont know, its kinda dream or wat.he was holding my hands, n hug me.me=so happy,in hopes dat he's back.we hav a walk n holding hands,smiling 4 d whole walk.then it came into a short conversation.he said dats true,his love 4 me has fade away.wuuu.n i woke up from my sleep,from my dream. u come n go. i miss u soooo much,really much.it hurts me badly when i miss u.n about the miss, ill miss u everynow n then.bye sweet dream.<br />just b4 sleep,mind was 0 after having some muhasabah diri wif nad.wat nad said was very true.i keep on provoking him. im lacked of putting my trust on him.it was really bad, when it comes 2 my mistakes again.n i lost him.again,if wat nad said was really true, i learn a lesson.trust.i hav 2 change.i hav 2 trust him.but d facts, hes not mine anymore.mybe sum1 else,having d chance holding his big hands.cis!wateve it is, i have 2 learn a lesson now. please.god.bg la aku petnjuk dn permudahkan jln kehidupan ku.amin.naz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-48555330743113391562008-10-17T08:29:00.000-07:002008-10-17T08:38:12.200-07:00oh carol! b neil sedakai like dis song from my childhood,till 2day.mybe i like d oldies.muahaha.<br /><br />oh carol, I am but a fool,<br />Darling I love you tho' you treat me cruel,<br />You hurt me and you made me cry<br />But if you leave me I will surely die.<br /><br />Darling there will never be another<br />Cause I love you so,<br />don't ever leave me,<br />Say you'll never go<br />I will always want you for my sweetheart<br />No matter what you do<br />oh carol I'm so in love with you.naz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-54289563621217912232008-10-17T07:56:00.000-07:002008-10-17T08:24:05.315-07:00without uits just like 2 b only 1 day.life without u.<br />realy hope dis blog help me much,forgetting u is so hard, just like 2 throw away my another half.<br />but it seems like we r not meant 2 b 2gether. but after 6 years of heart feelings( its just 4 my side,could be), i do really hurt.<br />but, thanks to god, when my man hav d effort 2 tell med truth,atliz.<br />i just felt dat, u hav to tell me earlier!after quieng lots of questions 2 u,at last.u gav me d answer.<br /><br />2day, i just realized dat life 4 d back 6 years was awesome! time past, n d last time i felt dat u re stil in luv wif me.mybe, was in cotton island.friends n u.wat a gud combination,spending our time 2gther.just after that, ure chasing ur dream.live in KB.our love flown away just like d flight dat u re really, eager to drive. i m heartbroken.hoping dat time go very2 fast.clear up my mind.<br />but i just woke up 4 only not more than 8 hours.but 7 and half hours my mind is concentrating on u.<br />really bad.luckily.frens help me lots.intan n nad.luv them.<br />i m thinking of, do i hav 2 wait 4 u,dat mybe will no come back to me, or just convincing myself dat we r not meant 2 b 2gether.<br />logically d anwer is i have 2 4get u.mybe u hav another one who will make u happy.<br />hope that will 4get u very very very soon.bye then.naz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2080072270971866539.post-78024241050095771282008-10-17T02:02:00.000-07:002008-10-17T02:06:43.490-07:00just new to blogs!hye there.da sume org pon wt blog.. so i just got into this trend. hehe.so.here. its gonna be my new diary or wateve!naz_inchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10348926925823660526noreply@blogger.com0