is it the time??

thinking mode. sometimes i do feel so empty.something missing in my heart maybe.all i think is about work, friends and family. im bored! only for now, i feel like i need somebody to be loved and to love me.=( but the fact == i dont have time for that. for now, oklah, project sume x start lagi, then keje pon xla menimbun-nimbun. later, dah tau dah,mesti kene berkampung kt ofis. =(.
mesti x balik2.n if only akan ade relationship bertahan dgn kewujudan partner yg sgt bz.n my mum also kate x pyh la ade sesape dulu skang.hukhuk.apekan daye !

mak saye kate , now its time for u to achieve everything, ur gold ur life and evrything lah.sbb still mude lagi. (im just 22 okies--the only thing would make me smile =))mmg btol pon sbenarnye.saye pon byk sgt impian lagi.konon2 nk further study lg.it may take 2 years.lagi lah x cukup mase.keje smpai malam.weekends plak ade class.oh! mmg xde mase.kesian.

but then, until when ive got to bz only with my own life.im just a woman.of crse i need some1 and mestilah i want kids! hahaha.i have my own plans.xmolah kawen umur 38!haish haish.nauzubillah.tp setelah dicongak2, i need atleast 2 years to make everything fine!i mean my own life = stable, family pon stable, n time pon ade for any other things.tp stelah 2 years , ill be 24. omg!ade lg ke org nak?sempat lagui nk ngorat ye?hahaha.mcm mane?is it the time for me to have some1?

tp jodoh ajal pertemuan sume di tgn tuhan.kalo mmg takdirnye saye single skang,redha aje lah.lets hope 4 the best.org kate kalo bersabar, pulangan nye lebih berbaloi.btol ke?so?mesti kne tgu dulu ye?n illl get org yg terbaek n sesuai utk saye.eh.yeke?saye fobia pon ade jugak kot.everytime rase nk ade feeling kt sape2 je,tbe2 ade 1 prasaan laen kate x pyh lah!n all the feelings fade away.tp tulah.jiwe ku kekosongan ahax.ape yg penting saye x mahu kekosongan hanye diisi, saye mahu pengisian yg baek utk kekosongan ini.aminnnn..skali lagi, is it the time for me to have somebody, or just leave it?-thinking mode -end~