it has been 8 days

wah..it has been 8 days.ive been without u.we have made our decision.4 not 'calling2,messaging2' lagi.its d only way dat we can only do 2 make this relationship really over.n 4 me.i didnt know wats d really gud reason 4 us to break up.but.we have 2.n change ourselves.better dari begado evryday.
im afraid of loosing him actually.huhuh.but d fact is ive lost him,n i just hav hopes now.actually loosing d hopes also d best way 4 me.wah.sungguh keling ayat saye.hahaha.time 2 move on nad kate.jgn mengharap lagi.huhuhu.sedeynye.huhu.wateve!i just hope.allah sentiase bg jln yg terbaik utk saye.amin...

the day you went away by m2m

The Day You Went Away"

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

about d lyrics i ttry

hye there.
so meaningful 2 me.d lyrics.in a single song, feelings can be described.
yes.im throwing my another half now.but it d feelings was just like.yes.d song may describe.
wuuu

i try by macy gray

Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop
I believe that fate has brought us here
And we should be together
But wer,e not
I play it off but I'm dreamin of you
I'll keep it cool but I'm fiendin.
I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
I may seem alright and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
I play it off but I'm dreamin of you
I'll keep my cool but I'm fiendin
I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though
Here is my confession
May I be your possesion
Boy I need your touch
Your love kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I can't deny
I play it off but im dreamin of you
I'll keep my cool but I'm fiendin
I try to say good bye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

getting better

things are getting better now.ive stop my crying n those stupid things.building a new life~
heheh.i hope forgetting him is d best way 4 us.i dont have 2 wait or wateve.

he.keep on messaging me.but i just feel dat its better 4 me 4 not taking any feelings on wat he said.huhu.stop thinking bout him.

wat do i have now.my family frens.n.assgnments.haha.bye then.
doing asgnments mode~

dreaming

damn shit! i just got back from my 1 hour sleep. just now, it was a very conducive nite to have a quality sleep, little bit hot,but after taking a short n cincai bath, it was ok.230, i just wake up back.a short,hurm i dont know, its kinda dream or wat.he was holding my hands, n hug me.me=so happy,in hopes dat he's back.we hav a walk n holding hands,smiling 4 d whole walk.then it came into a short conversation.he said dats true,his love 4 me has fade away.wuuu.n i woke up from my sleep,from my dream. u come n go. i miss u soooo much,really much.it hurts me badly when i miss u.n about the miss, ill miss u everynow n then.bye sweet dream.
just b4 sleep,mind was 0 after having some muhasabah diri wif nad.wat nad said was very true.i keep on provoking him. im lacked of putting my trust on him.it was really bad, when it comes 2 my mistakes again.n i lost him.again,if wat nad said was really true, i learn a lesson.trust.i hav 2 change.i hav 2 trust him.but d facts, hes not mine anymore.mybe sum1 else,having d chance holding his big hands.cis!wateve it is, i have 2 learn a lesson now. please.god.bg la aku petnjuk dn permudahkan jln kehidupan ku.amin.

oh carol! b neil sedaka

i like dis song from my childhood,till 2day.mybe i like d oldies.muahaha.

oh carol, I am but a fool,
Darling I love you tho' you treat me cruel,
You hurt me and you made me cry
But if you leave me I will surely die.

Darling there will never be another
Cause I love you so,
don't ever leave me,
Say you'll never go
I will always want you for my sweetheart
No matter what you do
oh carol I'm so in love with you.

without u

its just like 2 b only 1 day.life without u.
realy hope dis blog help me much,forgetting u is so hard, just like 2 throw away my another half.
but it seems like we r not meant 2 b 2gether. but after 6 years of heart feelings( its just 4 my side,could be), i do really hurt.
but, thanks to god, when my man hav d effort 2 tell med truth,atliz.
i just felt dat, u hav to tell me earlier!after quieng lots of questions 2 u,at last.u gav me d answer.

2day, i just realized dat life 4 d back 6 years was awesome! time past, n d last time i felt dat u re stil in luv wif me.mybe, was in cotton island.friends n u.wat a gud combination,spending our time 2gther.just after that, ure chasing ur dream.live in KB.our love flown away just like d flight dat u re really, eager to drive. i m heartbroken.hoping dat time go very2 fast.clear up my mind.
but i just woke up 4 only not more than 8 hours.but 7 and half hours my mind is concentrating on u.
really bad.luckily.frens help me lots.intan n nad.luv them.
i m thinking of, do i hav 2 wait 4 u,dat mybe will no come back to me, or just convincing myself dat we r not meant 2 b 2gether.
logically d anwer is i have 2 4get u.mybe u hav another one who will make u happy.
hope that will 4get u very very very soon.bye then.

just new to blogs!

hye there.da sume org pon wt blog.. so i just got into this trend. hehe.so.here. its gonna be my new diary or wateve!